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<div class="post-meta"><span title='2019-01-17 01:24:41 +0530 IST'>🗓 January 17, 2019</span> · 1 min · Siddhartha Golu
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<div class="post-content"><p>Depression is a very heavy handed word, and probably the most misunderstood one too. It stealthily engulfs you in its tight grasp,
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The brilliant Trinidadian thinker is remembered as an admirer of the US but he also warned of its dark political future - by Harvey Neptune Read at Aeon
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<p class="summary">Years ago, I realized that the Bible is the foundational book of Western civilization. If I was going to be an educated person, I needed to know what it said.
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The post How I’ve Studied the Bible appeared first on David Perell.
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codeblock.parentNode.parentNode.parentNode.parentNode.parentNode.appendChild(copybutton);
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codeblock.parentNode.appendChild(copybutton);
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});
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