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<div class="post-meta"><span title='2019-01-17 01:24:41 +0530 IST'>🗓 January 17, 2019</span> · 1 min · Siddhartha Golu
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<div class="post-content"><p>Depression is a very heavy handed word, and probably the most misunderstood one too. It stealthily engulfs you in its tight grasp,
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There are two things from our announcement today I wanted to highlight.First, a key part of our mission is to put very capable AI tools in the hands of people for free (or at a great price). I am very proud that we’ve made the best model in the worl…</p>
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<p class="summary">The BSE Sensex–India’s most popular stock market index–closed the day today at an all-time-high of 76,468.78 points, a gain of 2,507.47 points from where it closed on Friday (May 31, 2024). It’s the highest gain single day gain that the Sensex has seen–of…</p>
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const range = document.createRange();
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range.selectNodeContents(codeblock);
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const selection = window.getSelection();
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selection.removeAllRanges();
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selection.addRange(range);
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try {
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document.execCommand('copy');
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copyingDone();
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} catch (e) { };
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selection.removeRange(range);
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});
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if (container.classList.contains("highlight")) {
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container.appendChild(copybutton);
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} else if (container.parentNode.firstChild == container) {
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||
} else if (codeblock.parentNode.parentNode.parentNode.parentNode.parentNode.nodeName == "TABLE") {
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||
|
||
codeblock.parentNode.parentNode.parentNode.parentNode.parentNode.appendChild(copybutton);
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} else {
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||
|
||
codeblock.parentNode.appendChild(copybutton);
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}
|
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});
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</script>
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</body>
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</html>
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